self portrait with owl needlecase


Not what the teacher wanted, but typical of my primary school art efforts.

In my lateral-thinking impatience, I’d decided against even rows for tapestries. Quicker. Nearly the same, really. My Mum supported me, my right as a child to view the world differently, to question and explore. She helped me choose a white/brown wool for the legs, tying the owl to the branch.

The teacher hadn’t bothered to check what I was doing ’till I was almost done. Again. I remember the hot, darkish demountable* and the look on her face. There wasn’t time for me to do it over, I was to leave it as was.

I was half disappointed, half defiant. I do like the thick fuzzy stars, like the way the different sized rows recall the horizon. The white lines in between are merely a mistake, my misunderstanding of the teacher’s instructions.

Have I changed? No. I still wish I could foresee the consequences of the shortcuts I take, and I still believe in interesting accidents. But maybe now I’m willing to do it over, to try to pull it off consciously this time.

* Demountables are temporary, moveble classrooms schools never have the funding to rebuild or replace.

in the orange box


Well, if you’d’ve asked me 5 minutes ago whether I’ve done any craft since high school, I’d’ve said no, not really.

However, I just went through my making things box, and found 2 orange/red scalves (one knit, one crochet, nearly done), 1 red jumper (barely started), wool for 2 baby jumpers, 2 tapestries (maybe a third done), 1 cross stitch and a half-sewn skirt. Crochet needles in various sizes with single balls of wool for practice, and two size 10 knitting needles. Oops!

Plenty of things to keep me going, but perhaps I am just procrastinating in making Mr. February? I’ve cut out his pattern, knitted all the felted fabric parts … time to start cutting and sewing!!

P.S. Guess my favourite colours?

maybe MoS

Well, 2006 looks like being the year of challenging myself. Not only I have I felted for the first time and started a blog, but I’ve decided to attempt my first softie!

Actually, making a softie is surprisingly confronting. You see, my Mum’s a visual artist (painting / drawing). I know she tries hard to steer away from commercial art. And a softie / plushy / stuffie is surely commercial art – cutesy, kitschy art at that. I guess commercial art would be almost too easy for Mum – she can do fine detail, perfectionist accuracy and patience, it’s just not what interests her. Whereas for me, trying to be a perfectionist is quite a challenge. So that’s why I’m trying a softie.

To keep me on track & give myself a deadline, I thought I’d enter it into a Month of Softies. I’ve been reading about how MoS started here, ogling the galleries here. I was thinking my first softie might be a rabbit, but the theme for February is a “Heart-shaped Box“. Hmm, I can’t really see a rabbit as a box, heart-shaped or not.